This is the life of my heart II......

Kadang-kadang aku terfikir kenapa aku seringkali kehilangan. Erm.. kehilangan orang atau benda yang aku sayang. Tapi bila aku renungkan semula, aku redha kerana ianya ketentuan Ilahi kepada diriku. "Sesungguhnya setiap yang berlaku itu ada hikmahnya..." aku selalu berpengang pada kata-kata ini bila sesuatu yang diluar dugaan berlaku dalam hidupku.

Hidup ini adalah satu pusingan roda, kadangkala kita di atas dan kadangkala di bawah. Jadi kita kenalah sentiasa beringat. Sediakan payung sebelum hujan. Berhati-hati dengan setiap perbuatan, pertuturan dan keputusan yang kita akan buat, kerana jika kita tidak berfikir sebelum bertindak maka ianya mungkin akan membinasakan diri kita sendiri.

Percayalah, tiada ruginya jika kita berfikir sebelum bertindak daripada bertindak sebelum berfikir. Bukannya kita perlu membayar dengan wang yang berkoyan-koyan jika mahu berbuat begitu. Ianya percuma (F.O.C) untuk diri kita. Walaupun mungkin kita akan kehilangan sesuatu bila berbuat demikian tetapi ianya adalah lebih baik daripada kita akan kehilangan semua sekali dalam hidup kita. Jadi renung-renungkanlah.

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What Hurts The Most (Rascal Flatts)

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

not seein that lovin you
that’s what I was tryin to do…



-Little Snow-
(Asyik Sesuatu, Hilang Sesuatu)